Beautiful Darkness

I just came back
Form a darkness retreat
A light one
But quite dark indeed

In the darkness
You start to see figures of light
Blue matrices, rose sky over mountains, flashlights, streams of white light
Beautiful light blue on clouds and moonlike structures

But as soon as you try to locate the source of light
It all disappears

Darkness is eternal
Light stems from darkness

It was a true love affair
With darkness
Once it just jumped into me, we just melted
And any darkness was gone, just oneness, bliss

Well, dear darkness
You are not so frightening after all
I gained a bloody good companion back
After all, essence, darkness, love, light, are all the same expressions of the ONE